And again..........

Dear Diary,

Had another M incident today. Nothing much, just bumped into him in the break room and started chatting about his weekend. Tried to get more out of him about what he'd told his mum about me, to no avail. I told him he'd planted a seed in my head which I was constantly thinking about, and with that lovely, teasing look in his brown eyes, he said "Exactly, I'm just going to water that seed until it grows bigger and bigger and explodes!" I mean, COME ON!! Told him he sounded like an innuendo-laden Carry On character, which made him laugh (and consequently, made my heart beat a little faster).

Texted him on the way home, begging him to tell me, he said "the constant questions are great and funny, he was close to telling me, but not just yet....." He also told me he'd said nothing but nice stuff, and his mum had "reacted to it in a certain way." What does this MEAN??! It's driving me mad to be honest, and the only way I can think of to get the info out of him is to get him drunk. Except, without his mate in work (who's currently in hospital), and no excuse to invite him out, I have no idea how to do this. I'm just going to have to sit it out and see what happens.

One thing I do know, it's driving me mental - and I have a feeling that the answer will either knock my socks off or destroy me. Either way, all I think about all day is seeing him at work, even if it's just to share 3 seconds of meaningless smalltalk. Today as I was sat at the table readiing and eating lunch, he walked past, and as he passed me, he murmured "Hey," and touched my shoulder. And not just a friendly pat, a slight touch. Goosebumps don't even cover it.

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